read through hebrews and remember.
you don't have to earn your way into heaven. If that were the case heaven would be an EMPTY place. instead accept the grace we were given, accept that the ultimate sacrifice was done and our sins were paid in full by Jesus. and By merely believing. accepting . you are granted full salvation.
Jesus saved us. Rest easy. For your faith alone saves you.
so instead of living thinking you have to EARN your way into heaven believe what the gospel says. have faith and give praise then simply return the love by