Sunday, February 14, 2010

Dear Valentine.

I never knew til you were gone
how many pages you were on
it never ends I keep turning
and line after line and you are there again
I dont know how to let you go
you are so deep down in my soul

I've talked to friends
I've talked to myself
I've talked to God
I prayed liked hell but I still miss you
I tried sober I tried drinking
I've been strong and I've been weak
and I still miss you
I've done everything move on like I'm supposed to

I still miss you

Yesterday Stephen, as usual, probed me for info on my love life.
Today's opening song was to about how we should "share and make your love be known." so.. what better day then today to admit.

there this boy and he still has my heart.
you all know I very rarely talk about my love life so this will be short and simple.
I don't let myself see you because you are hell on the heat.... but I still love you. maybe I should have told you that.

Everything happens for a reason.

Hayley and Lauren tease me that I LOVE, LOVE . I'll have to admit its true. but there is a love sign in NYC that's actually one stop most tourists see. - guess I'm not the only one ;) wink.

This year my valentine is Micha, 3 yrs.
He made me a card and split his candy! I got big hugs and a mama I'm going to kiss her. Apparently he turned down another offer for a valentine and bragged to josh about him having me as his. what a perfect valentine! Thoughtful, generous and genuine.
xoxo my lil valentine.

Hope the one you love already knows.
Great weather, good friends and a day to remind those you love them. my kind of day. my kind of day.

off to see a movie with Hayley.

1 comment:

  1. Did you write that poem? Cuz its pretty amazing. You and my brother with the poetry genes. Micah loves you. Thanks for being his 1st valentine.